Yes. There's always a sense of disconnection from the events playing out before you. Like toured still just watching from behind your self.
Sometimes reality can be that way. So I guess that's what made it easier to move between the different leylines of consciousness.
After I awoke that day, I was confused and kept trying to wake myself up so I could prepare for my kids third birthday party. I remember going to to sleep thinking about how I was going to pick up a raspberry cheese cake, and party hats on my way home from work. My wife was going to pick up the other kids from school before picking up her parents to join the party. I was looking so forward to it that I couldn't wait to wake up and get started on the party.
But i never woke up again.
Ná gearradh an adhmaid. Amháin a thuiscint go bhfuil an t-adhmad gearrtha cheana féin.