Beastie Boys - Sabotage
The first time I heard this song today I started laughing uncontrollably. I can't think of any other song that's made me do that.
Morrissey - Boy Racer & Reader Meet Author.
Been depressed as f**k the last few days, being completely dry of any form of drugs or alcohol, which inevitably leads to a period of depression once you are out of ways to put off facing your emotions after a period of binging.
I mean totally #### hopeless and lost and bitter and inconsolably miserable and alone.
For some reason, I've felt like listening "Southpaw Grammar" a lot. I guess I am relating to the undercurrent of indigence in a lot of its songs.
I started this new year resolving to resume regular exercise, and that resolution failed shortly after the first of January. Haven't exercised at all in probably over two months. But this morning I just had so much f**king bottled-up misery and restlessness that I HAD to take a long walk just to burn some of it off.
And I HAD to listen to this album on the walk. It was NECESSARY. It was actually the motivating factor i getting me off my ass to do it... So roughly the first half of Southpaw Grammar was the musical accompaniment to the fast-paced and long-overdue fat guy shuffle through my regular 30-min. walk route (which was cut down to 20-something this morning). I am #### drenched, but I feel a good deal better now, at least.
Being a Morrissey fan makes me feel really lame sometimes. 
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