At first I just thought you were having a bad day or time in your life AS, WE ALL HAVE. I know this well, being an Eccentric Spiritually Haunted Autistic son of a !@#$% myself! More so, I think if that photo avatar is of you you're really quite attractive and ripe to be thoroughly seuduced with very naughty and dirty things needing to be done to your attractive body...................
However get over your difficulties as, we've all or still are doing time in haties..................Sadly, it looks like your into a little of the surface "Wannabee Devil Worshiping".........Be careful, as that little attitude about wishing to see everyone suffer and die could make you ripe for the picking by the more serious and dangerous real life Satanist's. Who do indeed sacrafice cat's, dogs, goats, and much much more seriously commit Ritualistic Child Torture, Rape, and Murder!! Read about 'The Finders"....