Cid, we're reading your posts. What Hikki is talking about is when you keep saying, "I'm sorry, it's my fault, but everybody else is saying stuff, and if I'm flamebaiting then they are too! I'm just gonna leave the boards because nobody likes me!" You may not see it as that, but it sounds like you're not wanting to take full responsibility for it and are wanting pity and for people to reply back with, "No don't go we love you we're sorry too!"
I don't know what's real from the noise, the noise.
I can't hear a thing for the noise, the noise.
I wouldn't do anything, the thunder that throws me away.
I wouldn't do anything, there's something that keeps me away.
I wouldn't do anything, something that begs me to stay.
I wouldn't do anything, something that throws me away.